Been in Dublin a few days, this time around Christmas thought it be fun. But well where I go I have the cringe feeling in the tummy. I am not me in the moment. Took the day tour yesterday to Glendalough, Wicklow, Kilkenny. Its beautiful but I kept thinking how nice would have been to walk in here with you. I always made plans where ever I went to share it with yourself. The lake, the ride and the irish pubs. You would love it.
I went out today again to some northern parts but ultimately kept thinking of you. Travelling isn’t helping anymore. I am leaving a piece of myself everywhere I go. Was planning to get you an Irish Whiskey, but can hear in my head you saying that “dont buy me anything”. Makes me feel if you setting up yourself for this time to come and not have anything to belong with me. Typing this my hands shiver and heart sinks.
I miss you !
