I want to be here but I don’t.
I want to be alive but I don’t.
Be you, they said.
We love you, they said.
I am at a lost juncture,
They don’t need me, they said.
Life is a myth, I see.
Life isn’t what I believed it to be.
I look for something that doesn’t exist,
I am trying to find myself in the abyss.
They said don’t be needy, be your own
But how often do I end up alone?
I loved the love, trusted the trust,
I have let myself be owned.
I wonder if anything matters in life,
As everything is just temporary in its form.
